The overwhelm of emotions was a struggle to contain. Mirith had found strength in emotions- but they would also bind her fate. She vowed to not show emotions to the best of her abilities, for emotions would lead to the downfall of those around her. Happiness from the heart could set flames in all, but sadness or anger could bring darkness snuffing the flames out. She had learned that price in her youth.
Her connection with arcane and light were in balance, as was her birthright. The man who had swept her off her feet and allowed her to feel every bit of joy she could, would be the one to shatter the barrier protecting herself and others. The pirate had taken the one thing she believed could not be stolen away- her heart. And with that, he used his hands to take the rest of her in pieces and leave her broken and scarred. Her radiant blonde hair would dull to barely a silver after he had made his escape with the treasures he stole from her.
She had trained to regain the Light within her and to keep the Shadows at bay, but fate was always a cruel thing. Her younger brother and his wife had fought against a cruel family to bare a child- one that would cost them their lives. She had to give her nephew to another to keep him from ever meeting the same fate. Her silver hair had dyed crimson from the blood of her kindred who had sought her families end.
Blood will be the reminder of why she would vow to keep her emotions at bay.
After hundreds of years, and the secret of her brother and his family kept hidden from the world, she found herself beginning to crack the shell that stayed around her. She had returned home to find her sister and niece surrounded by shadows and void by the man meant to protect them. Before she could raise a hand to stop him, he had bound her to his will through trickery and cultish practices. She was helpless to fight against him as he began corrupting her body and breaking her spirit. When her Niece had finally gathered friends to break through and defeat the monster, she found herself shattered.
She had lost all sense of purpose and identity. Her niece asked for her aid to free the brothers who had aided in protecting her, and the priestess had agreed. It was simple enough to talk circles around the nobleman seeking a bride for his eldest- and she was unmarried. The Cindergleam House was known for its magic and trade, and proved convenient for a prestige grabbing man. When she had been introduced to the brother, she was unprepared for how quickly he'd break the walls she had spent hundreds of years building up.
Their conversations were easy to speak of, and he wanted to stick with tradition to earn her hand- even if it was merely a presentation for his parents. Soon though, she realized she had gotten in over her head as jealousy began to flare and she began losing control of the magic that stirred within her. A simple flame of jealousy had nearly destroyed his home and killed those inside. The pain she felt for her acts was enough to remind her to step back in line.
Every step forward felt like another back. With Vyrissa, she found no way to step forward and was faced with cliffs on either side. The entity had begun to drum up emotions that the Priestess could not feel. Every inch of pain she had long since buried was beginning to burst at the seams.
Anger.
Anger for the injustice her brother and sisters received. Anger for the man who had stolen everything from her to flee with another woman. Anger for the man who had abandoned her for finally opening up. Anger for the man who sought her aid, yet walked with no shame for what he did unto others.
Sadness.
Sadness for the family she had lost due to the actions of others. Sadness for the man who had his child taken from him for reasons he could not control. Sadness that welled within her for the thought of how she had selfishly tried to return to him after hurting him. Sadness for the knowledge that there was little chance he'd chose her in the end.
Norris. He had presented her with something she had not dared to try. Suppress it. Suppress the emotions, the magic. Dull every inch of pain and sorrow. So she took it and left. She went to the field she had spoken words of family and loss. And she wept. She let out every last bit as screams of anguish as the Void and Light conflicted within her and around her. The field that had been stained from bloodshed was now ablaze in black and purple flames, while pillars of Light surrounded its edges.
She had broke her vow- and now she will pay the consequences.